i know she knows how i feel. well, im like really sure cuz the way i act towards her i think really gives it away. but i just wanna know wat she thinks of me liking her, and what she thinks about me.

i really just want to tell her and then we can talk about it. not necessarily talk just about us, but like about crushes and things in general.

and i really wish she makes that move. im way to shy to ask her like, "do you like someone?" or, "u know how i feel right?"

ah sheesh this is hard. i dont wanna like fall deeper in love and u like give up on me or something cuz i didnt do anything.

but

the most thing im scared about, is breaking your heart. i dont want us to fall in love, and i dont know, my parents do something and we cant talk or something, and therefore ur heart is broken. even though u might not blame me, i would blame me. if it wasnt for me, your heart would still be whole.

i just want to say, love might not even be something you find, but something you make. maybe that doesnt make any sence at all...

im lost. please help me. just tell me please. i think you might be hearing that voice in the back of ur head, whispering, "tell him.", or maybe, "give up." but would you be giving up anything? could we at least start something? or maybe, ur thinking of ending it before there is something to give up.

wow, im pretty pathetic arnt i? heh, thats something would reply to with a, "no your not!", or "dont say that.". then i would say something like "hehe aww thanks ^^". but really, isnt this kind of sad?

im sure ur thinking something along the lines of how crazy i am, how much im into this love thing, or maybe ur thinking, gosh calm down, or slow down, were still young. and therefore i just wanted to say

im sorry...i really am, sincerly, sorry.

take care